Remembrance of A Valiant Warrior Fallen in Battle

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November 10, 2016
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* Names have been changed to protect anonymity.

Charles wasn’t the first person to speak up when entering a room, but often times he was the last to leave ensuring everyone had a listening ear. One of the things, I love about being a NAMI presenter, is that you get to hear the other presenters’ stories. When Charles and I presented together, I learned he had struggled with suicidal thoughts since his teens. It wasn’t until he was married with two children that his mental illness first brought him to his knees. For even a warrior like Charles, it took homelessness to get him to admit he needed help.

Meet Charles

Over the last few years, however, Charles had made a remarkable recovery. When I met Charles, he was a presenter, working part-time as a Peer Support Specialist, teaching regularly at the NAMI Peer-to-Peer class, and voluntarily leading a group on the psyche ward at a local hospital. Soon after, he got engaged. At a subsequent NAMI meeting together, Charles pulled me aside to compliment me on being a gifted presenter. “What a humble man”, I thought, “willing to encourage someone else where he believes they have potential. “I never realized what pain he had behind those kind words.

During one of the Peer-to-Peer classes, we were discussing hallucinations. I remember Charles telling us his story of being at training. When he went back to his hotel room, he began hearing loud Irish music (Charles said he had never listened to Irish music). When he went out in the hall to protest, his friends explained to him that there wasn’t any music playing. Something seemed awry.

Showing a brave face

While teaching the Peer-to-Peer class, Charles was battling symptoms related to a medication transition. He told us before class one night, he felt like climbing the walls. He had experienced more severe symptoms during previous days at home, too. “Charles go to the Emergency Room or at least call in sick from work tomorrow,” I said vehemently, knowing that bold action was needed. Charles responded quietly but in his equally steely, resolved voice, “There are people depending on me.”

We honor you today, Charles.

Charles was killed last week by his mental illness. This does not negate the fact that Charles was a valiant warrior, a solder in the war against mental illness and stigma. Charles touched untold lives by his example. Like any valiant warrior cut down in battle, let us remember his life, heroism and achievements in our common struggle. We honor you today, Charles.

Where to get help

It is important to know where to seek out help, for yourself and for others. You may be called upon to make that difficult decision, which may save a life. Be prepared, and know what to do. Here are a few resources that can be used in a time of need.

National Suicide Prevention Hotline

“Suicide is not inevitable for anyone. By starting the conversation, providing support, and directing help to those who need it, we can prevent suicides and save lives.”

The hotline is open 24/7:

  • The National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
  • The teen line: 1-800-TLC-TEEN (852-8336) or text “TEEN” to 839863.
    • The teen phone is open 6-10 p.m. PST: the text line is open 5:30-9:30 PST.

Crisis Text Line

“We fight for the texter. Our first priority is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority.”

Crisis Text Line is free, 24/7 support for those in crisis.

  • Text 741741 from anywhere in the USA to text with a trained Crisis Counselor.
Danei Edelen

Danei Edelen

Danei Edelen lives in Cincinnati, Ohio. She owns Instant Marketing LLC, and has a bachelor's degree and over 20 years in marketing. She is also a NAMI presenter for the Southwestern Ohio chapter speaking to groups of all ages to help end the stigma. Danei enjoys, reading, writing, exercise and learning about nutrition.

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